I am the worst mom ever

I pinched Hunter with is paci clip. It looks really good now, but that does not make me feel any better. He is such a tough guy. He cried when I first did it, but then never complained again. He was pinched for a LONG time. I felt awful!!!!!!!! and still do. Derrick so kindly told that one thing was for sure, I would never do it again. I told Hunter I was sorry over and over and he just smiled and laughed. I guess that means he forgives me.